to be frank, im the happiest girl on earth!
and now, im at linng's hse, waiting for xiao hui to wash her hair. * hope that the colour can b out.
today, went to work as usual, and off to meet xiao hui aound 5 plus. meanwhile, lingg joined us also! actually, i wanna perm my hair jus now, but too bad the salon didnt have that digital perm machine. since my hair couldn curl up by using the chemical alone, i dropped that idea. so sad right!
and xinyi finally let me get close to her. even carry her... yeahs!
isnt she's cute?
:)
relationship does have some high and low. jus that u wont know when it will turn sour. it will onli stay as sweet as candies jus when the time both parties got together. it was kinda hard to maintian a stable relationship. both parties have to take turns, giving in to each other, etc..
everything's fine, dun worry for me! SMILE :)WELL, life has been great lately. it's just a bit too tiring for me. i need some rest. nothing can be better than greeting every new day with a smile, it really brighten ur day.
sometimes, we cant blame others for having such a horrible character. each of us is meant to have a character all our own, to be what no other can exactly be, and do what no other can exactly do.
since time flies fast, it lighted my way and gave me new courage to face life cheerfully each day.
I LOVE YOU, NOT ONLY FOR WHAT YOU ARE, BUT FOR WHAT I AM WHEN I AM WITH YOU.
suddenly, i tot of this song,expressing my feelinggggggggg....................
It's a long long journey
Till I know whera I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you
there's always someone out there to ruin everything.
ystd,
went to work with a light heart as will be out wif boyfriend aft work. went out wif thia b4 meetin boyfriend. i was late and took cabby down to meet him. suppose to catch a movie but daddy called and asked me to go to my aunt's hse to take medicine frm them for jamie. wat a waste for me and my boyfriend to dress-up. it made me guilty. went clake quay-central for a walk instead. and headed to liang court's mac to slack. that's all!
boring iszit it. my life, it's always being up and down. not many understand me, as sometimes, no one recognised my intention.
since when i started to give out a soulful cry.
im alrdy decided which route to take for the next step... hope that i wont regret!
ARGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........................NB!
from this point of time, i really think that money is damn real important in this world. without it, u cant have things that u wanted badly!
NO SHOPPING, NO NEW HAIRDO nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, cant spend like nobody else business!
cant blame me for being spent-thrift. im born in this way. and i dun think im overboard by spending every single cent of my money. m i wrong by asking money frm u? everyone have allowance either everyday, every week or every month. but my brother and i seldom take it frm u.
sometime, pple asked : how much is your allowance?
how my brother and i going to reply this?
im not a pretty vase for u to judge, im ur daughter. n u shld noe that by bringing me into this world, ur pocket will b having a big hole. if u couldnt have the confidence to give me a good life, y brought me into this world to suffer. u slogged long hours working to provide us a better life, but u always used your own side of view to judge every single little thing. u always neglect us, u only concern bout our health and studies. but u did not concern bout our needs, our true feelings and our likes and dislikes.
this is not i want.
i have a bunch of friends, who willing to lend me a hand when i fall.
i have a boyfriend who always takes great care of me and takes up my nonsense.
i have a wife who always being crazy with me.
and
i also have 2 part-time wifes who always protect me all this while.
BUT,
im still unsatisfy.
